It's been over a year since we've talked.
I wrote you a letter a long time ago. I'm 99% sure you didn't read it. But maybe you did and you didn't care. Or maybe it was too hard for you. Or maybe you just really hate me. Whatever the case, I'm still sorry how it happened. Not for the things I "did" to you. Because through this journey of self discovery and a search for my true friends, I realized, you are not and never were one of them. So I'm saying, of course I wish we could've stuck it out and been friends forever. I wanted to travel with you, I wanted you to be my maid of honor, I wanted to be in your wedding party, I wanted to experience our lives while still remaining in each others. I hope you're good. It seems stupid and basic to say that, but I really do. I'm letting go and for a good reason. I wanna be good. I wanna feel at peace. I don't wanna feel anger towards this situation when this was supposed to happen. If in the future, we find our way back to each other, I'll be happy. But now, I am letting go. Thank you for being my best friend for so long.
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