Hi All! Today is the last day of the decade, of the year, of 2019 and I wanted to end it all with a blog all about my New Year's Resolutions... and even add some New Decade Resolutions. I won't fluff it up but here are some of my most significant things that I want to work on/change. 1. Be ConfidentThis might seem so vague and general, but I kind of want it to be. I mean be confident in different ways. I want to kill it in that presentation. I want to rock those jeans. I want to do that Euphoria makeup and not feel weird. I want to get fit and be okay with the work I have to put in. I want to go to New York in June and not worry about my thighs or my double chin. Is that a better way to explain this? 2. Write MoreI want to not only come write on here more often, cause let's be honest, my last post was in July and I'm kinda forcing myself to sit down and write this instead of scroll through TikToks. But I also want to keep a journal with my daily thoughts and just write and repeat my goals for the day, week, month, and year. Plus, just putting on some *vibey* music and writing feels really pleasing to me and I don't do enough of it. 3. Be PresentI want to be present in my conversations with people, in my classes, in my daily life more. I talked with my friend about our resolutions and we both said "Be Present" and it really occured to me how glued everyone is to their phone and social media and we often just forget to wake up and literally smell the roses. I want to make these connections with the people in my life, right now, right here. *insert HSM lyrics* 4. Stress LessI stress out a lot, about so many different things. Honestly I've been stressed to the max since December 31, 2018. So, like all of 2019. But, in all seriousness, I haven't felt like I wasn't stressing this year. Of course I had the best days throughout the year but I want more of those stress free days. Where I don't worry about money, bills, surviving, school, work, my friendships, my relationships... and where I don't feel like life just keeps kicking the shit out of me. 5. Save MoneyHonestly, I don't know if this has ever been one of my resolutions cause I am very bad with money and realizing how much is needed to SURVIVE. Haha, but I am just trying to make sure I have a good plan for when I'm out of college and I'm looking for a coveted job. Speaking of jobs... 6. Get a Job!Currently, I work at the Cafe at my school which helps, and pays the bills, but I want to work in my field so so so bad. I want to learn with people around me and I want to find something that suits my skills and that I can really benefit from. Wish me luck. 7. Let Go Of The PastIn 2019, I want to leave behind my toxic tendencies, the people who didn't deserve me, and those who never tried. I want to let go of the things that hurt me so that they don't hurt me any longer. I want to take away only positive things from this year. 8. TravelBefore 2020, I have 2-3 trips planned for 2020 and even 2021 and honestly I never felt like I wanted to travel too much, or I wanted to but didn't think I would pull it off/go through with it and one afternoon, I just thought to myself... wow... am I really gonna go my whole life without traveling the world? Without seeing the Eiffel Tower? The Santorini Coast? Freaking Times Square? I was just like *epiphany* I'm going. 9. Buy and Read BooksCook books count. I have actually been wanting one recently! Any recommendations? Anyways, I want to invest in books and read them thoroughly because I used to be an avid reader and I'm sad I don't make time for it anymore. 10. Be HappyI know what you're thinking. You're like "Really Gwen? How basic can you get?" But honestly my only 11:11 wish and Snow White Well Wish as long as I can remember is this. It's just something I need this year! 11. Keep going with YouTube (BONUS resolution)I say bonus but in reality, there are more resolutions I have in my brain that didn't make the cut. But I want to keep going on YouTube. the only reason other than time that I haven't posted a video is because my computer is really slow and annoying with my editing software. I go to edit then I get frustrated and give up. Cheers to hoping I can post that Disney Vlog after 2 months LOL. That's all for my resolutions for 2020 and of course the next 10 years as these will always be things I want to work on. <3 Thanks for reading (: As always, love you all so much.
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